just for today...

i'm not going to smile and say all is right in the world, because it's not.

why the hell do parents think it's ok to beat the shit out of their children and starve them for days? how about we treat you the same way you treat your kids and see how you like it? i swear, some people should NOT be allowed to reproduce...yes i'm ALL FOR mandatory birth control if it means that certain people won't be allowed to repopulate the world...ok, so i can't solve that problem, but still it bothers the hell out of me...

and then i have fabulous friends who put up with the stupidest shit ever, and then complain about it...i love you, but deal with your problem(s) and move on. (tomorrow i'll be back to listen and offer advice if it's wanted...today, not so much...sorry) <---that's another thing; i can't even be bitchy!

and then, i work my ass off and never seem to have the $$ to show off or do the things that i want to do. bday to vegas- cancelled...bday spa day- cancelled, bday to austin-about to be cancelled, doctorate program- yeah, gonna be cancelled too if i can't get the funding...
and we won't even talk about summer school...let's not even go there...ugh.

ok, so this is just a rant and a rave, and i'm done now...and i'll go to sleep and tomorrow it'll all be better...right?